|REAP Ministries/Lifeline Children’s Services Camp, Bentol, Liberia February 2014|
Immediately my thoughts began to race, “What would I say? How could I identify with this group?” Their African culture, their heart-wrenching life experiences of grief and loss, their on-going need for even the basics was something this obsessively spoiled American could not in the least bit identify with. Thankfully, the Lord quickly led my thoughts to a question He has asked me before and it is the same question He asked His disciples, “What do you have?”
The feeding of the 5,000 men (and of course there had to be women and children in this group, as well) is recorded in each of the gospels (Matthew 14:13-21; Mark 6:30-44; Luke9:10-17; John 6:1-14). It is clear Jesus already had a plan for feeding this throng of people following Him, but He wanted His disciples to learn a new perspective when faced with great need and especially when the monetary resources were not enough to satisfy it.
That became the topic for my devotion to those 60+ seated in front of me, that morning, who have next to nothing compared to the material things I possess. I helped them begin to list the things they already had; 1) they were breathing and they were alive 2) currently they were eating three meals each day 3) they were learning a trade 4) while they may not have parents to love and care for them, they had those who did love them and those who could identify with them 5) they were strong and healthy 6) they could see 7) they were receiving an education 8) they had at least the clothes on their backs 8) they had a place to lay their heads at night (more than their Savior had) 9) their God loves them and knows them each by name. And the list could have gone on and on.
Interestingly enough, the Christian’s first thought of meeting a need is almost instantly countered on “How much will it cost?” or “We don’t have enough money to do that?” If you read each of these stories in the gospels, that was exactly how the disciples approached, what seemed to be an impossible situation, when Jesus said, “You feed them!”
Now, Jesus could easily have conjured up some other miraculous way of feeding this crowd. He could have asked His Father to cause low-flying quail to migrate to this group or have manna drop from heaven, as He had done in the Old Testament. Or He could have turned the stones lying all around where these 5,000+ people were now standing into bread and hit one of them with a staff to produce enough water for each to drink their fill. Obviously, this is not what Jesus had in mind for this particular occasion.
I thought I remembered writing about His posing this question to me many years ago, “What do you have in your hand?” in another blog post, but I could not quickly find it. He used Jill Briscoe’s presentation at an Asheville Women’s Prayer Breakfast, when I was in my late 20’s, to begin building a strong foundation for this perspective. I believe this is one of the ways He has been equipping me for ‘such a time as this’ all my life and He continues to broaden my understanding and deepen my accountability for this truth.
If we look closely at the account in John, Jesus specifically speaks to Phillip about the feeding of the 5,000. “Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat?”, Jesus asked
Is there anything that is too hard for our God to do, even if there aren’t enough funds to do it??? So, what should our perspective or approach be to a situation that seems insurmountable because there aren’t enough funds to meet the need?
Jesus, without hesitation, tells the disciples to have the people sit down. He does not look down on what Andrew has brought him, nor does He indignantly proclaim, “Is that all you could find?” He simply takes what Andrew gives Him. It is important to note, in all the accounts, the next thing Jesus does is gives thanks to God for what He was given. Jesus was fully aware that everything we have is from God.
Many times you and I overlook one of the most important examples Jesus gave us while He was here on the earth…thankfulness! And more specifically, thankfulness for what He has already given us! That is not just salvation, but that is everything we have! Ann Voskamp’s challenge to annually list “1,000 Gifts” has created a huge following by simply asking others to join her daily in the practice of writing down the ways God is blessing, giving us…gifts.
Back to the devotion on that Monday morning two weeks ago. As I shared this story of thankfulness with my young audience I told them, “American’s are not who you should ask for help, but instead you should be thankful for what you already have and ask God to help you. He is the only One who can provide for your every need and He has already promised to do so. Your job or responsibility is to simply be thankful for what He has given you, give it all back to Him, and to be obedient to obey all He commands.” I did spend a short time discussing the difference between a need and a want, to help them make that distinction. For example, they do not need their cell phones (I think every Liberian has one) but they do need to eat regularly.
There were some additional thoughts I briefly shared that morning, as well. One was the fact that Jesus Himself (from the John account) broke the bread and fish and distributed it among the people as they sat down on the grass. From the scriptures, it seems Jesus distributed the bread first and then the fish. Can you imagine how long it must have taken for Jesus to distribute bread and fish to each of them? Obviously, doing some things in the most timely manner is not always God’s perfect timing. That brings the question; are you and I eager to accomplish a task, but forget about the relationships God wants to forge in the midst of that task? I wonder did those farthest from Him think there would not be enough food to go around? Wonder…what DID they think? They had not come expecting to eat, but they had come for many other reasons. Did they ever dream Jesus would literally serve them, personally? That He was willing to come near to them right where they were? To look at each of them face-to-face? He does the very same with each of us!
Lastly, the miracle was completed when all ate to their fill, not just enough food, more than enough and with leftovers. Jesus taught we should never waste and so He commanded the disciples to gather the leftovers…12 baskets full. We don’t know how large the baskets were, but it is interesting to note there were 12 baskets. I believe this was an additional perspective Jesus wanted the 12 disciples to learn. God not only could provide, and provide abundantly, for all those with needs and through what they already had, but now He was providing abundantly for each disciple personally to have what was needed for their next meal. We rarely think about how God daily provided food for Jesus and His 12 disciples or where they slept at night. In this story, Jesus is providing for the here and now and we can trust He will continue providing beyond, for tomorrow. I believe Jesus was creating a faith-building atmosphere for His disciples as they did life together day and night and one we can learn a thing or two from.
As the camp came to a close on Tuesday afternoon, I was asked once again to share my thoughts about camp with the campers. I told them I had enjoyed my time with the Deaf campers, the reason I was there, but also I enjoyed being with those who were hearing. I was proud of how each of them had worked during the camp and I was excited to see how God would use them in the future. I told them I believed those sitting in front of me that day were the future of Liberia. The question I left with them, “What KIND of future will you bring to Liberia?”
|Christ, Career, Character, Capacity, Competence!|
One of Joseph’s favorite verses when he was younger, which I wish I had thought to share with this group, but did not:
“Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believer’s in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity.” 1 Timothy 4:12